i want you to relax

take a deep breath in,
and while you're holding your breath,
close your eyes and imagine me next to you.
smiling as i take the joint back from you [:

seventeen dreads

i've got them banded
and i'm going to make wearing a hat a constant effort.
so then i'll get big wooly benjo dreads.

spending time outside is awesome.

i want to do it for a living.


if you want to see something absolutely outrageous...



thats the hardcore shit that follows the president around.
you've seen those SUVS, the one that nobody gets in or out of...
if i it was up against a person. i don't think they'd be in a single piece long enough to go anywhere except down.
i never want to be on the wrong end of that gun.




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1VVOH7Ep_8w&feature=related

or this one.

*PS* if you listen to "where is my mind" by the pixies, and watch the first video starting it ten seconds into the song
its pretty trippy [: but make sure that the sound to the video is on mute, dummy! =P

excused-full day

fucking fucking fuck
sometimes life is shit.
but i enjoy getting back in touch with the side of me
that lived in trees long ago
and made tools and weapons from stone.
i like to get stone =P
http://j.photos.cx/stealfrombabies-c57.gif

http://www.ebaumsworld.com/video/watch/80631024/

well

i've been not smoking (ciggies) for some time now
and i think i might just take up drinking instead.

http://www.ebaumsworld.com/video/watch/383561/

senior presentation

i've got mine tomorrow.
i'm not really prepared to do it, though
but thats alright because i don't really want to graduate anyway.

http://www.goodneighborstuff.com/shorts/420disaster.html

the pop up book of sex

http://www.ebaumsworld.com/video/watch/80566122/

i'd like to get my hands on a copy of this.

happy evil bunny day/egg day/ candy day

the story
well we were in my room
i wanted to smoke all my shit in one go
i packed a huge bowl, and it was all just shake
so she and i were chilling out
sitting there listening to pepper and smoking
then right as i cashed it my mum knocks on the door
"ben?"
"yes?"
"are you smoking in your room?"
...
maaaaybeeeee....."
"please don't smoke"
"ok, i'm done"

Brookie hehehe

Benjo it was hilarious

death wish

well i just finished watching death sentence, and i've got to say it was really good
if you want to see a serious wasting of life, follow the link.
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=6651916009965516351

D00M

i've got this feeling of impending chaos.
or terror.
its unsettling beyond words can describe.
i'm not at all satisfied with where i am in life.
I wish that i could go back and start being belligerent at an early age,
that way it would be almost expected of me.
i want to kill myself.