well

i've been not smoking (ciggies) for some time now
and i think i might just take up drinking instead.

http://www.ebaumsworld.com/video/watch/383561/

senior presentation

i've got mine tomorrow.
i'm not really prepared to do it, though
but thats alright because i don't really want to graduate anyway.

http://www.goodneighborstuff.com/shorts/420disaster.html

the pop up book of sex

http://www.ebaumsworld.com/video/watch/80566122/

i'd like to get my hands on a copy of this.

happy evil bunny day/egg day/ candy day

the story
well we were in my room
i wanted to smoke all my shit in one go
i packed a huge bowl, and it was all just shake
so she and i were chilling out
sitting there listening to pepper and smoking
then right as i cashed it my mum knocks on the door
"ben?"
"yes?"
"are you smoking in your room?"
...
maaaaybeeeee....."
"please don't smoke"
"ok, i'm done"

Brookie hehehe

Benjo it was hilarious

death wish

well i just finished watching death sentence, and i've got to say it was really good
if you want to see a serious wasting of life, follow the link.
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=6651916009965516351

D00M

i've got this feeling of impending chaos.
or terror.
its unsettling beyond words can describe.
i'm not at all satisfied with where i am in life.
I wish that i could go back and start being belligerent at an early age,
that way it would be almost expected of me.
i want to kill myself.